Christin Myrick Shepherd

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A Soul's Quest


Last year, I had the profound honor of attending and teaching a Fearless Soul workshop in the gorgeous and wild Fort McDowell, Arizona. Hosted by Bucket List Retreats, the sessions were clarifying for the attendee’s and for me. I recently had the pleasure of being interviewed by the owner and cultivator of Bucket List Retreats on her podcast program called Travel Talk (listen to the full interview here) which explores one of my favorite topics: transformational travel. The interview was so delightful, I converted it into a blog. I hope you enjoy ~


Part I: The Basics

 Quintessential Machu Picchu pic (with llama!)

Quintessential Machu Picchu pic (with llama!)

Traveling gave me the space and time to discover that I am inherently a slow-moving, intuitive. A deep thinking wanderer fueled by curiosity and asking profound questions. 

I graduated from college with a degree in engineering but, in my heart, I had always wanted to travel. I felt compelled. I couldn’t help myself! A piece of my Soul was calling to me, and I had to go after it.

 Arrived in Finland to a downpour and bad selfies.

Arrived in Finland to a downpour and bad selfies.

I went to Europe (including Denmark, Finland, Sweden and Norway) as well as Austria, the Czech Republic and Switzerland. China, Hong Kong, Thailand, Cambodia, Vietnam, Tibet and Peru (including Cusco and Machu Picchu (of course!), but was also able to trek the Cordierra Blancas, Colca Canyon, and wandered the Amazon Jungle). Asia and parts of Europe I did solo and other parts of Europe and Peru I did with my hubby (who was my then boyfriend).

Logistics are an interesting piece of the travel puzzle. Travel, just like life, is one step at a time. If you think about the whole trip and what you’re going to do and when and where - it’s too much. It’s overwhelming. You have to pick the thing that’s right in front of you and figure it out. You just have to buy the ticket. Everything else you figure out along the way.

The idea of going somewhere foreign was frightening to me. I think because I was afraid of both the unknown world and the unknown parts of myself. When I flew to Hong Kong, i walked straight into a bathroom stall and sobbed. All I could do was feel the fear and take the next step anyway. 

I bought a one way ticket to China with zero idea what I was getting into. I was young and stupid: privileged enough to make the purchase but naive enough to not understand the risks. 

The hardest step was committing. 


 Potala Palace, Tibet.

Potala Palace, Tibet.

Part II: Transformation

Because of travel, I transformed. I left as one person and came back as another. Every time I went on new adventure, I learned, integrated, and became more whole.

I learned to listen with my senses. To memorize a place by the way it sounds and smells. Each place leaves an imprint on the Soul, like potters hands on clay. In Tibet, the air is crisp and thin, cold on the nostrils. Tiny bells tinkle on bicycles and there is an ever constant scraping sound of wooden blocks against dirt as the pilgrims stretch and bow across the ground. It transformed my idea of devotion.

 People everywhere.

People everywhere.

In some parts of China, there is garbage piled in the streets up to the knees. The humidity and fog is thick with the smell of food and salt and people. Even the crowds have a smell. Oceans of cream skin and raven hair, I was never, ever by myself, and yet - never in my life have I felt so alone.

In Peru, the people talk to the earth as if she were a living being - they stack stones on the pathways and call it ‘making a prayer’  It taught me what it is to pray and how we are loosing something precious in our “civilized” culture that is so removed from the land.

 Making prayers on the trek.

Making prayers on the trek.

A lot of what I was lucky enough to experience was also scary for me: a one way ticket to Hong Kong, holding baby alligators in the Amazon, being dumped at a Chinese train station in the middle of the night, crossing the border to Vietnam in a tuk-tuk. But I believe the place we truly come alive is when we feel the fear and do it anyway. The place where fear and thrill intersect is exactly the place we're meant to point. I was terrified to write my book - "Do it anyway!" my heart would cry. 

I don’t think I ever ‘arrived’ anywhere, in a spiritual sense. I don’t think you are ever “done”. When I went to Peru I was given a mantra: Let go. Let go. One thing becomes another in the mother, in the mother (which was so perfect for what they call the land: pacha mama, which means earth mother).

Each place gave me something different. Each place left its own imprint. I became a person who trusts the process, trusts that one thing is always becoming another, and a person who listens in silence to what song spirit wants to sing through me.

There is a simplicity there, and simplicity is liberating: it makes even the most mundane thing holy.




Part III: Travel and Your Fearless Soul

I think that one of my greatest takeaways from seeing the world is understanding that great men (and women) wanted so badly to leave a legacy that they built it out of stone. The erected giant coliseums, great walls, and temples that are collapsing and being swallowed by forest. They are beautiful places to visit, but the greatest influences in my travels weren’t the places, they were the people.

People were amazing everywhere. 

My book, Your Fearless Soul, is not about what you do, it’s not even about who you are. It’s about how you change people and how you make them better. It needed to be written because, as a culture as a society, I believe we are losing sight of that.

When I set out to write - it was a lot like the whisper before a trip - I just knew had to write it. I didn’t even know what I was writing at first, it came out so jumbled and confused. I kept tackling one thing at a time and doing the thing in front of me. Some days it would be one sentence, others, a whole chapter. A lot of times I'd get stuck because I hadn’t worked through the fear or loss that I was writing about. I hadn’t moved on from it. Writing transmuted that pain into something beautiful.

I needed to write this book for me to heal. Your Fearless Soul is a lot about forgiveness - and that surprised even me! But forgiveness is really just letting go - letting go and letting one thing become another. 

When you forgive, you create space for something new and beautiful to come in.

You create a vacuum for destiny and what wonders the universe can create when there is space in the heart to create them!